I don't know what happened to my peace of mind. I always remain perturbed. I try to keep myself busy in some sort of work all the time. it makes me engaged during day except sleep. But even in my sleep I remain restless. I regularly see dreams of excitement, which are also disturbing.
I learn that one can be calmed down by practicing some Asans of Yoga. So I do regularly seven Prarayam in the morning, which give me pleasure for that period.
My most of the time goes in planning for daily activities. I read any book of my interest daily, but I am not a cool person.
I think that peace can't be purchased. From where I can get this peace? I like hearing speeches of saints. But not have come in contact with any genuine religious person till now. May I meet any such saint, who can provide me peace of mind. But again I am not going to hunt for such person. I will be very lucky, if I meet with a person of strong mental ability by God's grace.
-Shailbala Misra.
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