Thursday, 8 September 2011

Sleep / Dreams.

I heard that sound sleep is good for health. Though I believe in its truth, but I didn't ever have such experience. For me sleep means dreams and dreams alone. The subjects of my dreams are numerous and always scattered. Some times they are related to major incidents of my life. Some times about persons, who hurt me or who loved me. For the last some years I regularly see Ramnivas, the most loved building, where I spent my whole childhood, adolcent age and after marriage I spent all major vacations there with my kids. Not only this I saw my dear uncles and other relatives around me in Ramnivas.
One of my close friends, Asha Banerji, expired un-timely due to cancer, often occurs in my dreams. My mother is no more since eleven years, I see her regularly in my dreams. My father expired in May, 1991, but he occurs in my dreams very frquently. There is no doubt that I must have taken bliss of sound sleep in my childhood, but I don't remember my any sleep without dreams for so many years. At this juncture of age I am accustomed to this reality.
I pray to my Sainath, if this is destined for me , please You come in my dreams. If it is not possible for You to appear in my dreams, please show me some temples or another Deities in dreams. At last if You answer my prayer, it is alright, if not, let me be contented with whatever you spared for my destiny.