Sleep / Dreams.

I heard that sound sleep is good for health. Though I believe in its truth, but I didn't ever have such experience. For me sleep means dreams and dreams alone. The subjects of my dreams are numerous and always scattered. Some times they are related to major incidents of my life. Some times about persons, who hurt me or who loved me. For the last some years I regularly see Ramnivas, the most loved building, where I spent my whole childhood, adolcent age and after marriage I spent all major vacations there with my kids. Not only this I saw my dear uncles and other relatives around me in Ramnivas.
One of my close friends, Asha Banerji, expired un-timely due to cancer, often occurs in my dreams. My mother is no more since eleven years, I see her regularly in my dreams. My father expired in May, 1991, but he occurs in my dreams very frquently. There is no doubt that I must have taken bliss of sound sleep in my childhood, but I don't remember my any sleep without dreams for so many years. At this juncture of age I am accustomed to this reality.
I pray to my Sainath, if this is destined for me , please You come in my dreams. If it is not possible for You to appear in my dreams, please show me some temples or another Deities in dreams. At last if You answer my prayer, it is alright, if not, let me be contented with whatever you spared for my destiny.

Hope For Future.

I always remained perturbed to think that there no hope for India's betterment. We are facing so many problems on national level. Such as corruption, policitians without morals, illeteracy, poverty, population, environmetal ignorance and communalism etc. In my opinion the root cause of all this problem is corruption and corrupt politicians and burocracy. I have deep information about my department that many persons got government job through corrupt sources. Many persons, who didn't give bribe to greedy persons, died without getting justice to them. I have full faith in divine justice. But seeing is believing that many un-deserved persons got raised quite high through buttering their superios and politicians.

Then a ray of hope arised in my mind that persons working in private sector are working hard and they are at the same time are meritorious also. These days I see a new line persons, who are comtributing their labour in national progress. I observed that news-paper hawkers, milk- sellers, domestic maid and flower sellers are doing their job very sincerely even in heavy rains. They never demand holidays or vacations. They are poor, but so honest in their job. I feel bad to think that they are not getting proper wages in regard to their hard labour. They must be paid at least as much as they deserve. But how sad it is that they are being exploited by the so called by rich. I see there is a hope for the progress of our mother land not only by persons working in private sector, but by these hard-working persons, who are working, guiding by their own morality with out getting proper dues. Yes there is bright ray of hope for India by these persons, whose work we think trivial.

Hope for India.

I was desperate some years back to see our country's condition. Almost in all areas and fields I found corruption and fowl means. I was working in government department. I was wonder-struck to see success of some person by totally unfair means. I saw that governments servants gave more time in buttering politicians and their bosses. Corruption is engrossed in our system so deeply and honest persons are helpless. Some emplyees got justice after their death. As a teacher I am in a habit of pondering and thinking. I find the root cause of all problems of our mother land is corruption. We have all types of rules and regulations to remove imperfect conditions of India, but corruption nullifies their effect.

Visit To Pune--17.06.11 to 17.07.11

Visit to Pune; 17th. June to 16th. July, 2011

My Visit To Pune. 17.06.11 to 16.07.11.